Monday, October 14, 2013

Eye of the storm
Ten minutes to heaven
Abstract love and heady wine
Writers of poetry never
Sleep on airplanes
And winners of fortune never
Bet on a Wednesday
My mother was a tiger
And my father made of sand
We were all born late in winter
Never walked upon dry land
Summer
We all melted into glass
Fused together
Like a burnt and wary accident
On a Tuesday when
No one showed up for work
I was all smiles on Monday
When my father drove me home
By the weekend I was parentless
Naked and alone
I worked through all my problems
I dismissed them one by one
Finally
I was allowed to have some fun
I walked the streets at night
Ran naked in the sun
Empty
Thoughtless
An enemy of the state
A child on the run
Clues
A dozen or so fallen by the wayside
You, for one
A basilisk, a shadow
A nymph or satyr, demon not
Chosen
Truth and fiction
Beauty beyond reason
In bed I lie
In the morning I steal
For you I felt nothing
As for me, nothing was real



9/10/2013
I made a wish to you
Three times a week
I never told you how I
Lost the baby or
Never made the bed or
Made your brother so angry that
He doesn't come over anymore
My pasts were lies and I had no future
Exiled in a land where only
Women and dogs live
No children born for the past 200 years
I leapt off my balcony
Onto a parapet
Paid the boy a nickel and told him
Not to return
Sold all my possessions
Bought everything brand new
Died the next day
Came back as a cypress tree
On a Wednesday morning when
The new earth had just begun




9/12/2013

Tuesday, August 13, 2013

American triplets in 2013

Pizza delivery, the boy said
How much do I owe you?
Nothing, pizza’s free here

Happy anniversary!
Here’s a dozen roses
I’ll be in town next week

Vodka or gin?
Both, please
Make it a double

Wayfayers’ syndrome
It’s when you go on vacation
And never come home

Head injury
Please remove and
Return to owner

This is our
Top-of-the-line appliance
But it won’t make love to you
So it’s in the discount section

Buoyant until deflated
Pops when seal is open
When in doubt, use a knife

Marry me, he said
How much will it cost?
Actually, nevermind,
let’s just go to Disneyland

08/09/2013

Around the cape then back again

Chained to a
Styrofoam wall
It pads the fall but
Is made of poison

Run, rabbits, run
A day in the sun
Just hoping and waiting for the bomb to drop
It’s such fun

Sing me a song
Write me a poem
Kiss me goodnight and pray
That I don’t dream
Love me a letter
Die me a hero
Tomorrow is Monday and
By then I’ll be clean
Give me some time
The time of day if you will
Fuckers don’t know about
Common courtesy
Left me a genesis
Lost me a life
Away on a sailboat
Never set to sea 

07/27/2013

Thursday, July 5, 2012

Sitting by the lake

They say the best things
Money can't buy 'em
What currency do you take then?
Love's labors all in vain
and self-sacrifice through gritted teeth
I chased you around the world
Found myself back in a dime store
I was on sale for 5
Water cost 50 times as much
1 free smile lasts me for 15 minutes
Then I wait
and wait
and wait
I see you in the window through amber glass
Blurry like the lucid lie I know you to be
Blind and deaf I want you
Don't see or hear me
Just amuse me
Like people in the TV screen
Thorn in my side
This notion that an empty bed is a bad thing
Each new experience makes the next one
A little bit duller

Thursday, April 19, 2012

a fairy tale

I buried him at the base of a mountain. A private waterfall, red-breasted birds, and 10,000 trees standing in a semi-circle—a modest reception. I'd been unable to speak his language and so, in frustration, I fed him tranquilizers and whiskey, coaxed him into bed with my one good eye, suffocated his flawless face under a silk pillow—heaving, tears, gasping and flailing—and then set fire to the mattress.

It was the prettiest fireworks display I'd ever seen.

Monday, February 27, 2012

cherry vanilla

Cheated death on top of an ice cream sundae
Cherry vanilla and extra sprinkles, I’m that kinda girl
Static from the radio was like honey
Sweet and it kept me stuck
I have killed many men
A self-hired mercenary
Working around the clock to fill some unknown quota
Misadventures took me far overseas
Then left me on the couch
Scent of inevitable decay and 5-dollar cologne
I bathed in essential oils and floated on cloud 9
To that safe, handmade abode in the 1960s
Where no one could touch me

02.27.2012

Thursday, January 19, 2012

sweetheart

Lots of strangers call me sweetheart
Honey, darlin’, sugar-doll pie
Most of them are older women
None of them tuck me into bed at night

Tuesday, December 13, 2011

penniless

I checked my bank account one day and found that I had no money. I didn’t have a job, a girlfriend, or a left eyelid either. My cousin had just gotten engaged to a Wall Street troll, my best friend had just given birth to her eleventh baby and my sister was in Siberia. Dad was a kitchen appliance and mom was a rollercoaster. I had pets but they were all ghosts. I was beautiful but oddly proportioned. My grandmother said I had a good heart, but I knew I was really terribly selfish. My ambitions were ordinary, my thoughts decrepit and I couldn’t give a damn. I was happy because I knew that one day someone would bake me a sugar cake, and I would have to gall to eat every last crumb before the poison killed me. I wouldn’t share one bite.

Tuesday, August 30, 2011

I couldn’t marry
The town forbid it
They put me in a little room in the corner
And kept me counting from noon to midnight
I made enough to buy gumdrops and licorice
I had been married once, in the 40s
but killed my husband with a wine bottle after a week
Bastard couldn’t kiss worth a damn anyway
Was some sort of terrible cross between Marlene Dietrich and Rock Hudson
talk about an identity crisis
It didn’t matter anyway
All the money I had earned over the last 140 years
burned in the great fire
along with the Bible, folk music, and all warm-blooded animals

08.17.2011